Are they look lovely to you? For me, oh yah absolutely..Having no child of my own, maybe its a normal feeling. Or maybe i never just realised it, till i decided to adopt them. They became more precious to me day by day..
Being a foreigner with this country, my nightmare is one day i have to leave them weither i like it or not..I must be kidding,"Raquel they are just animals, no big deal" ok? that easy!.. as i talked to myself.
My boyfriend ask me to give them up few months ago, when i lose my job. We planned to transfer back to his staff house, so we don't have to pay rental anymore. Meaning we have to stay with co workers, which he said not interested of sharing with cats.. and guess what i did?
I talked to him, "you better help me find a job orelse you will be in the street again"..He gave me that look in his eyes, that made me smile and became more worried..
and her too..
Well for you, since you seemed not so friendly with me, for sure i will let you go first..To my surprised, she suddenly roll herself in the floor and went nearer to my feet, brushing her face towards me and playfully bit my toes..Oh wow! now you're trying to be good to me" i said.,I carried her to my arms and gave her a smack..
And him..
I don't have any plans for him yet.. Three years old, he can't be adopted either anymore..Kulilat and beauty is his only friend..He will for sure end up killed in the street or will be brutally beaten by fellow feline...He always slept liked this when he is in my room, solemnly, happy and contented. His furr in the tummy area are getting darker due to the two kittens, playing milking with him. Thats very thoughtful and kind of him to let them do that.
One day, i called a friend who love cats too ,she has a number of it. I just tried to arranged an adoption. She told me " don't decide yet, for sure you will find your way, and don't you know they will also pray for you? After a minute of day dreaming, i received phone messages from two different company, asking me for an interview. My hair standing, i hardly believed of what just happen..
Now i finally found a new job, new place to start with, fresh beginning. Very happy for now, so i still can keep my lil treasure.. In a moment, i will just enjoy what is the present.. Whatever happens in the future that may hurt me or to any living creatures, i will still accept it..I believed, to fail something, which you knew you didn't do anyhting wrong, like stepping someone's feet or some kind of taking some advantages for your own interest..For me, that is still considered a blessings in disguised. So if you lose something you really loved, be positive, keep going and strive harder, because sometimes ten folds of it, will come back to you..
